
I struggled with many things for decades of my life. The big 3, weight loss, money and love. But today as I was thinking about key characteristics that repeatedly play over and over in my life a few things became clear.
1. Today is the Day that the Lord has made, let Me rejoice and be glad in it. Lord, thank you for this fine day. Thank you. I know that today is the result of any and all ‘old’ programming. Today is only the result of the past, thank you for allowing me to live in it. Even if I’m ‘working’ on manifesting something new, it not showing up in my reality today doesn’t mean it’s not here. Just be grateful to God and keep believing.
2. As I was thinking about all the things I still can’t do I heard my self say it.... I still can’t do it. And there it was, the aha moment. I had to take a look at this phrase inside of myself and locate the origins. And there it was. I said it to myself as a child. The situation went as follows, I wanted to do something and was told no due to my age, when I became that age, I asked again but here’s where it gets tricky, it wasn’t because I wasn’t the right age, now it was because the circumstances had changed and here enters the phrase…. I still can’t do it. To top it all off, all I was saying to myself during the ‘waiting for the right age’ time frame was, I can’t do it. I never said ‘I can do it when’…. only, I can’t do it until I’m _____ which for me was the waiting for the age. But my subconscious heard the entire time…. I can’t do it. Ugh! I created that! And then I created I still can’t do it. It was a big shocker as a child because all my little brain could comprehend was it had something to do with age. I was never taught my words create my life. It was a real let down. And there enters the emotional blow to the phrase.
It’s weird how these sneaky phrases can and will shape your life. Words create your life. Remember that.
Sit with the Lord and let Him reveal those hidden key phrases that prevent forward movement in life. He will illuminate. Guaranteed.
